Buttoned-Up Secretary, British Boss Read online

  ‘But when I write to you can’t I put “dear Mummy”?’ Alexander had asked earnestly.

  ‘Certainly not,’ his mother had replied. ‘Someone might see it. Just put “dear Lydia”. That is my name, after all.’

  Staring down at his mother now, Alexander realized that he and Bruno, who was two years his senior, had never discussed the matter but had accepted their mother’s directive without question. At least their father, Angus, had made no such demands and was always affectionately known as Dad. The older man didn’t seem to be here tonight, Alexander noticed, but that was nothing new. Their parents had lived separate lives for years.

  ‘Yes—a lot of traffic, I’m afraid,’ Alexander said, in answer to his mother’s remark.

  ‘Never mind, you’re here now. Though, of course, Bruno is otherwise engaged this evening—what’s new?’ Lydia sighed with a little pout. ‘A heavy meeting with some influential new backers, apparently. Still, there are masses of your friends here tonight, all desperate to see you again. It’s been too long since you’ve been circulating; someone said it’s as if you’ve disappeared off the face of the planet!’

  ‘Well, I hope this evening will lay that supposition to rest,’ Alexander said flatly. He paused, flickering a glance at Sabrina. ‘As I’m aware that your guest list is always flexible, Lydia,’ he went on, ‘I’ve brought someone along with me tonight—my personal assistant, Sabrina. Janet’s replacement,’ he added.

  Sabrina was only too aware that Alexander’s mother had barely noticed she was there at all—or, if she had, she’d chosen to ignore it.

  The woman turned now to look briefly at Sabrina. ‘Oh yes, I remember speaking to you on the telephone,’ she said dismissively. ‘How do you do?’ she added as an afterthought. Then she took hold of Alexander’s arm firmly. ‘Now, come along,’ she said. ‘Dinner is going to be served in half an hour, so you’ve a little time to catch up with everyone first.’

  Alexander’s lips set in a hard line as he deliberately prised his mother’s hand away from him. ‘All in good time,’ he said. ‘Sabrina and I would like a drink first.’

  ‘Well, don’t be long,’ Lydia said, waving to someone at the other end of the room. ‘Look, there’s Danielle, I must go and talk to her…’ she said, moving away.

  Waving briefly to several people who were calling out and wanting to gain his attention, Alexander poured out two glasses of white wine, handing one to Sabrina, and their eyes met for a second. He looked down at her thoughtfully, noticing for the first time that evening what she was wearing. The black dress she had on suited her dainty, curvaceous figure perfectly, he thought, and he liked her hair coiled up like that. It gave her a cool, elfin, distinctive look, and tonight those eyes which he found so fascinating seemed brighter and greener than ever. She wasn’t wearing a scrap of jewellery or make-up, as far as he could tell, but why should she bother? She didn’t need anything, her natural attributes were entirely sufficient.

  Irritated at his own thoughts, and still looking at her, he took a drink from his glass. He didn’t look at women any more, he reminded himself. Not in the way he always had. The youthful, carefree days of enjoying the pleasures of the opposite sex had long gone and the experience had taught him many things—uppermost of which was in future to steer clear of the sort of women he’d so often come in contact with. Vain and self-seeking, many of them were overtly promiscuous, leading little, brittle lives.

  It had all made him realize, believe, that he didn’t actually like women very much at all. He admired them, some of them; well, that was the male instinct and not his fault, he thought. But there had not been one in his past, apart from Angelica, whom he could imagine might have been prepared to settle down and be a faithful wife to someone like him, forced to spend so many hours in isolation as he worked. Nor to understand his moods when he became quiet and withdrawn sometimes, or that he didn’t particularly like the heady London life and all that went with it.

  He took another swig from his glass. One thing he was damned sure about—he would never find himself in the same wretched position as his father, providing untold wealth to a fickle and demanding partner who lived solely for her own gratification. His brow knitted briefly. His solitary state—though not always entirely fulfilling, he admitted—was at least comfortable. Sorting out the lives of the characters in his books was difficult enough, heaven only knew. To have a real life woman to deal with and to try to satisfy was never going to be one of his problems. He’d come to that decision a long time ago, and it was final.

  Sabrina, realizing that he had been scrutinizing her for several moments, felt her cheeks begin to burn and she glanced up quickly. ‘Are you expecting your agent to be here tonight?’ she asked innocently. ‘Or someone from your publisher’s?’ she added, wondering why she was there at all, what her role was to be.

  ‘Good grief, no, I hope not!’ Alexander said at once. ‘No, this is just one of my mother’s pointless parties, and I didn’t particularly want to come to it alone, that’s all.’

  And that was the truth, he thought. It had been a somewhat impetuous act on his part to ask Sabrina to accompany him, but for some strange reason the thought that she would be there had made the prospect of the event slightly more acceptable. He shrugged inwardly. She was his personal assistant, after all, ready to do as he asked when the need arose, and she hadn’t seemed to mind coming along. His brow furrowed again as he remembered Lydia’s reaction when he’d introduced Sabrina just now. His mother had been totally uninterested to meet his new secretary—and was that such a surprise? Sabrina did not fit the mould of the women his mother had always liked being with.

  Suddenly, like a minor earthquake approaching, three women rushed up and gathered around Alexander, all talking at once, and each embracing him effusively, almost making him spill his drink.

  ‘Alex!’ they chorused together. ‘Long time, no see. Where have you been hiding?’

  Alexander put his drink down on the table and looked at the women. ‘Not hiding, just working,’ he said blandly. ‘How’s everyone doing? I must say, you’re all looking as lovely as ever.’

  They all gushed their pleasure at that remark, and as they all began to babble on, each vying to make herself heard above the others, Sabrina stood back, fascinated to witness their over-exuberant behaviour—and to see Alexander’s casually charming manner as he responded to everything they were saying. It was clear that they were absolutely besotted by the famous, handsome, reputedly unavailable Alexander McDonald. She looked away for a moment, feeling as if she was a voyeur witnessing a mating game. But what was also clear was that she herself hadn’t even been noticed, nor the fact that Alexander had someone with him. Well, secretaries were supposed to make themselves invisible when the occasion demanded, she thought. It was as if she wasn’t there at all as she was faced with the backs of the three extravagantly dressed women clustered around Alexander, still chattering non-stop.

  After a few moments of this, he eased himself away and reached over to take Sabrina’s arm.

  ‘Sally, Debbie, Samantha—let me introduce you to my secretary, Sabrina,’ he began, and for the first time the women turned, deigning to look at Sabrina, their faces blank.

  Just as they were murmuring their polite greeting, another woman arrived and draped her arms around Alexander’s neck. ‘Alex,’ she breathed. ‘At last…’

  ‘Hello, Lucinda,’ he said, disentangling himself gently. ‘You’re looking wonderful, as usual.’ He drew Sabrina into the gathering. ‘Meet my new assistant, Sabrina.’

  Lucinda was tall, raven-haired and swathed in a tight-fitting, low-cut red dress which left nothing to the imagination. She stared at Sabrina, a curious expression on her hard features.

  ‘Oh. So what happened to funny, little, old dowdy Janet?’ she said, turning to Alexander again. ‘Did she die quietly at her desk?’

  ‘Funny, little, old dowdy Janet, as you put it, decided that she’d had enough and is now spending much-deserve
d time with her family,’ Alexander said, and Sabrina could see that the woman’s remarks had angered him.

  ‘Oh, so you’re the new typist, then, are you?’ Lucinda said, looking down at Sabrina, her eyes taking in her appearance at a glance. ‘I wonder how you’ll put up with Alexander the Great?’

  ‘I’ve had no difficulty so far,’ Sabrina said neatly, suddenly rattled at the company she was in, and realizing that she herself had hardly uttered a word to anyone yet.

  Lucinda shrugged. ‘Efficient typists are difficult to find; I know that to my cost,’ she said. ‘Though I’m afraid secretarial work would drive me absolutely bonkers, whoever I was working for,’ she added. ‘I mean, any office work is deadly boring—surely only a stop-gap before finding other more intellectually fulfilling occupations for the more intelligent among us?’ She blinked, her false eyelashes sweeping her cheek. ‘I run my own marketing company,’ she drawled importantly. ‘Which regularly keeps me out of the country. But I’m afraid my secretary in the London office comes under the heading of “brain dead”. Lazy and utterly useless!’

  The others all tittered at that, and Alexander cut in calmly, ‘You’ve obviously lost your powers of discernment, Lucinda,’ he said. ‘I have no such problems. Janet was a loyal, hard-working, good-natured professional and was seldom away. She was with me for fifteen years.’ He paused, glancing at Sabrina. ‘And I very much hope that Sabrina will beat that,’ he added, though thinking that that wasn’t likely. Sabrina would want to return to her own line when the time was right.

  Lucinda slipped her arm through Alexander’s and held him to her. ‘Oh, we don’t want to waste time talking about boring work. Now, Alex, you do remember our little arrangement…?’ she said eagerly.

  The expression on Alexander’s face told its own story as he stared at the woman. He answered coolly, ‘What arrangement was that?’

  ‘Oh, you must remember, surely?’ Lucinda cried.

  ‘Bad luck, Lucinda,’ the others laughed. ‘We told you he wouldn’t have given it another thought!’

  ‘Then I’ll remind you, Alex,’ Lucinda persisted. ‘We agreed that when I came back to the UK, if neither of us had, shall we say, settled down, we’d see what fate had in store for us. Remember now?’

  ‘It was all a very long time ago, Lucinda,’ Alexander said calmly, thinking, and I only said that to keep you out of my face.

  ‘Well, Lydia has certainly not forgotten,’ Lucinda said. She paused. ‘Your mother has prepared the west wing for anyone who might need it tonight, Alex—who may prefer not to go home until tomorrow, I mean.’ She looked up into Alexander’s eyes. ‘We’ll be able to discuss things, Alex, be alone. It’ll be like getting to know each other all over again.’

  Sabrina felt herself go hot and cold with embarrassment at the unbridled talk going on over her head. Not embarrassed on her own behalf, but on Alexander’s. But he merely shrugged his shoulders as if Lucinda had just given out the weather forecast.

  ‘No can do, I’m afraid.’ he said casually. ‘It’s always an early start on Mondays, and deadlines are deadlines.’

  At that moment, Lydia came up to them, her face wreathed in smiles as she saw her son surrounded by adoring females. Totally ignoring Sabrina, she said, ‘There, isn’t this wonderful? There’s nothing like a get-together with old friends!’ She glanced at the expensive gold watch on her wrist. ‘Dinner’s being served, so come along, everyone—the night is young!’

  Sabrina suddenly felt angry at the situation she was in, because it was being made absolutely clear that she was not really a guest. After all, Alexander hadn’t even told his mother he was bringing her. Nothing so far had managed to put Sabrina at her ease. She was like a fish out of water. How could he have put her in this position, and not give a thought to her sensitivities?

  By now the noise and forced gaiety in the overcrowded room was deafening, making Sabrina’s head thump uncomfortably. Then she was aware that Lydia had moved next to her son, not bothering to keep her voice down.

  ‘What on earth made you decide to bring someone—that woman—with you tonight, Alexander?’ she complained.

  ‘Why—is there a problem?’ he asked mildly.

  ‘Yes, there is. I’ve naturally seated you at dinner with everyone you know,’ she said firmly. ‘I mean, I had no idea you were bringing anyone with you tonight, so your secretary Sabrina will have to take her place at the other end of the table. Will that do?’

  Alexander waited a moment before replying, then said, ‘No, I’m afraid it will not do, Lydia. For all sorts of reasons,’ he added.

  ‘Oh, please don’t be difficult, Alexander,’ Lydia said crossly. She didn’t bother to lower her voice. ‘The woman’s your secretary—or your personal whatever-she-is; describe it as you will. She’s not…she’s not one of our crowd, is she? Surely she won’t expect to be included among our inner circle?’

  Not if she’s got any sense, Alexander thought. He moved closer to Sabrina who, amongst this highly coloured crowd, looked to him like a desirable goddess.

  Suddenly, energized into action, Sabrina spoke up, her voice clear and authoritative. She looked at Lydia squarely.

  ‘There is no need for you to concern yourself about me,’ she said. ‘In fact, I don’t feel like anything to eat.’ She paused. ‘But allow me to apologize—on Alexander’s behalf—that I’m here at all, and that you were not informed that I was coming to your home tonight. Uninvited guests are seldom welcome.’

  She chose not to look at Alexander, but if she had he’d have been in no doubt what her feelings were. He’d had no right to bring her with him; she hadn’t wanted to come, and she wasn’t wanted. He’d have the benefit of her opinion later, she thought grimly, angry colour flooding her cheeks once more.

  Despite Lydia’s earlier protestations, a seat next to Alexander was found for Sabrina, and in a few minutes everyone was seated at the impressive table waiting to be served. Lydia was three seats away from Sabrina, and her voice carried clearly to everyone nearby as she gossiped with the women around her.

  ‘I cannot imagine why he brought her along with him,’ she said, picking up her glass and drinking freely. ‘I mean, that dress! You’d think she was going to a business meeting, not a party!’

  ‘She obviously hasn’t got a clue, Lydia,’ Lucinda said loudly enough for everyone to hear. ‘I mean, she doesn’t look that young to me. You’d think she’d have learned something about what’s expected.’ She giggled. ‘She’s like a little dormouse, isn’t she? I hope you’ve got plenty of cheese for her later!’

  All those around her giggled loudly at that. Sabrina felt so totally overwhelmed at the position she was in now, she had difficulty not bursting into tears. She should never have come, never, never, never. And she’d never forgive Alexander for asking her.

  Suddenly, unable to tolerate this for another moment, Alexander stood to his feet, pulling Sabrina up beside him. She glanced up quickly, her eyes moist with unshed tears.

  He cleared his throat, looking around him. ‘I think this is as good a moment as any to let everyone into our little secret—don’t you, Sabrina?’ he added, looking down at her.

  ‘What secret? What are you on about, Alexander?’ Lydia said shrilly.

  ‘Well, for one thing, we can’t stay for dinner with you after all,’ he said.

  ‘Not staying for dinner? Why ever not?’ Lydia demanded.

  Alexander waited a second, his eyes sending a dramatic signal to Sabrina as he squeezed her hand tightly.

  ‘I’m afraid your…Sunday spectacular has coincided with a rather more important date in my life, Lydia,’ he said. ‘In fact, it’s high time we were off.’ He drew Sabrina closely to him. ‘We have a rather special celebration of our own to attend, don’t we, Sabrina?’ he said.

  Wide-eyed at this totally unexpected change of plan, but realizing that Alexander was looking for an excuse to leave, Sabrina returned his gaze calmly. She would respond in which ever way suited her boss,
she thought.

  ‘Of course,’ she said. ‘And I don’t want to hurry you away, but I did make the booking for nine-thirty, and it’s almost that now.’ She paused. ‘We mustn’t be late,’ she added.

  Lydia was almost ready to explode with annoyance. ‘What on earth is so important that you have to dash off?’ she demanded.

  Alexander hesitated just long enough to give his words full impact.

  He glanced at his mother, and at the other women, a faint smile on the uncompromising mouth. ‘Tonight, Sabrina and I are about to celebrate the fact that I have asked her not only to be my personal assistant, but to be my wife.’ He looked down solemnly into the girl’s wide-eyed, unbelieving gaze. ‘And she has consented to do me that honour,’ he added defiantly.

  Chapter Four

  WITH his arm closely across Sabrina’s shoulders, Alexander guided her from the room and outside into the night. Neither of them said a word to each other as they walked rapidly towards the car, each fired up inside at what had just happened at the crowded dining-table.

  Alexander could scarcely believe his mother’s attitude and rudeness—but why was he so surprised? he asked himself. She’d never been one to consider the feelings of others, and older age was certainly not improving her in that respect.

  As for Lucinda, and what she’d said, he shrugged inwardly. He didn’t want to think about the woman at all. As far as he was concerned, she was a non-person, a nobody, a distant character from his past.

  But Lydia could never be that distant; the blood tie was there, and couldn’t be changed or ignored. He bit his lip. Even though he had made so many allowances for her behaviour when he was young, it still hurt Alexander to witness his mother’s hurtful lack of concern for others. She wasn’t an evil person, he thought helplessly—just impossibly egocentric.